Where have I been

So much has happened that I even forgot about this blog. I logged in to update another blog I have and found this.

I obviously cant give you any kind of record since my last entry.

However my latest is that I'm back at work , have been since June and its going ok. I have the odd moment of doubt , in fact quite a bit. I'm doing the job exactly as before. I'm a Police Officer and despite asking  welfare to write me a support plan that excludes attending anything too emotional , I was at a suicide on my third day.

I've been to others too but also whilst attending a conference in plain clothes and plain car was first on scene at ANOTHER DOUBLE fatal. At least this time they weren't children. not that that makes much difference to the family.

Then a few weeks later I was at the scene of a double death when two men were found dead together. I don't want to give too many details but its isn't believed to be suspicious.

Then between those two jobs I basically accused my wife of not loving me fully. I must have been mental , ha well of course I am. Mentally Ill that is.

Anyway it was total bollocks , the rantings of a paranoid man.

so yeah that's me , i'm just awaiting the results of the election but i'm off to bed now.